Encore Dickinson

375

The Angle of a Landscape -

That every time I wake -

Between my Curtain and the Wall

Upon an ample Crack -

 

Like a Venetian - waiting -

Accosts my open eye -

Is just a Bough of Apples -

Held slanting, in the Sky -

 

The Pattern of a Chimney -

The Forehead of a Hill -

Sometimes - a Vane's Forefinger -

But that's - Occasional -

 

The Seasons - shift - my Picture -

Upon my Emerald Bough,

I wake - to find no - Emeralds -

Then - Diamonds - which the Snow

 

From Polar Caskets - fetched me -

The Chimney - and the Hill -

And just the Steeple's finger -

These never stir at all -

 

376 

Of Course - I prayed -

And did God Care?

He cared as much as on the Air

A Bird - had stamped her foot -

And cried "Give Me" -

My Reason - Life -

I had not had - but for Yourself -

'Twere better Charity

To leave me in the Atom's Tomb -

Merry, and Nought, and gay, and numb -

Than this smart Misery.

 

393

Did Our Best Moment last -

'Twould supersede the Heaven -

A few - and they by Risk - procure -

So this Sort - are not given -

 

Except as stimulants - in

Cases of Despair -

Or Stupor - The Reserve -

These Heavenly Moments are -

 

A Grant of the Divine -

That Certain as it Comes -

Withdraws - and leaves the dazzled Soul

In her unfurnished Rooms

 

396

There is a Languor of the Life

More imminent than Pain -

'Tis Pain's Successor - When the Soul

Has suffered all it can -

 

A Drowsiness - diffuses -

A Dimness like a Fog

Envelops Consciousness -

As Mists - obliterate a Crag.

 

The Surgeon - does not blanch - at pain

His Habit - is severe -

But tell him that it ceased to feel -

The Creature lying there -

 

And he will tell you - skill is late -

A Mightier than He -

Has ministered before Him -

There's no Vitality.

 

410

The first Day's Night had come -

And grateful that a thing

So terrible - had been endured -

I told my Soul to sing -

 

She said her Strings were snapt -

Her Bow - to Atoms blown -

And so to mend her - gave me work

Until another Morn -

 

And then - a Day as huge

As Yesterdays in pairs,

Unrolled its horror in my face -

Until it blocked my eyes -

 

My Brain - begun to laugh -

I mumbled - like a fool -

And tho' 'tis Years ago - that Day -

My Brain keeps giggling - still.

 

And Something's odd - within -

That person that I was -

And this One - do not feel the same -

Could it be Madness - this?

 

411

The Color of the Grave is Green –

The Outer Grave - I mean -

You would not know it from the Field -

Except it own a Stone -

 

To help the fond - to find it -

Too infinite asleep

To stop and tell them where it is -

But just a Daisy - deep -

 

The Color of the Grave is white -

The outer Grave - I mean -

You would not know it from the Drifts -

In Winter - till the Sun -

 

 Has furrowed out the Aisles -

Then - higher than the Land

The little Dwelling Houses rise

Where each - has left a friend -

 

The Color of the Grave within -

The Duplicate - I mean -

Not all the Snows could make it white -

Not all the Summers - Green -

 

You've seen the Color - maybe -

Upon a Bonnet bound -

When that you met it with before -

The Ferret - cannot find -

 

423

The Months have ends - the Years - a knot -

No Power can untie

To stretch a little further

A Skein of Misery -

 

The Earth lays back these tired lives

In her mysterious Drawers -

Too tenderly, that any doubt

An ultimate Repose -

 

The manner of the Children -

Who weary of the Day -

Themself - the noisy Plaything

They cannot put away –

 

442

God made a little Gentian -

It tried - to be a Rose -

And failed - and all the Summer laughed -

But just before the Snows

 

There rose a Purple Creature -

That ravished all the Hill -

And Summer hid her Forehead -

And Mockery - was still -

 

The Frosts were her condition -

The Tyrian would not come

Until the North - invoke it -

Creator - Shall I - bloom?

 

443

I tie my Hat - I crease my Shawl -

Life's little duties do - precisely -

As the very least

Were infinite - to me -

 

I put new Blossoms in the Glass -

And throw the old - away -

I push a petal from my Gown

That anchored there - I weigh

The time 'twill be till six o'clock

I have so much to do -

And yet - Existence - some way back -

Stopped-- struck - my tickling - through -

We cannot put Ourself away

As a completed Man

Or Woman - When the Errand's done

We came to Flesh - upon -

There may be - Miles on Miles of Nought -

Of Action - sicker far -

To simulate - is stinging work -

To cover what we are

From Science - and from Surgery -

Too Telescopic Eyes

To bear on us unshaded -

For their – sake - not for Our’s -

'Twould start them -

We - could tremble -

But since we got a Bomb -

And held it in our Bosom -

Nay - Hold it - it is calm -

 

Therefore - we do life's labor -

Though life's Reward - be done -

With scrupulous exactness -

To hold our Senses - on -

 

480

"Why do I love" You, Sir?

Because -

The Wind does not require the Grass

To answer - Wherefore when He pass

She cannot keep Her place.

 

Because He knows - and

Do not You -

And We know not -

Enough for Us

The Wisdom it be so -

 

The Lightning - never asked an Eye

Wherefore it shut - when He was by -

Because He knows it cannot speak -

And reasons not contained -

- Of Talk -

There be - preferred by Daintier Folk -

 

The Sunrise - Sire - compelleth Me -

Because He's Sunrise - and I see -

Therefore - Then -

I love Thee -

Poèmes d'Emily Dickinson

674

The Soul that hath a Guest

Doth seldom go abroad -

Diviner Crowd at Home,

Obliterate the need -

 

And Courtesy forbids

A Host's departure when

Upon Himself - be visiting

The Mightiest - of Men -

 

683

The Soul unto itself

Is an imperial friend -

Or the most agonizing Spy -

An Enemy - could send -

 

Secure against its own -

No treason it can fear -

Itself - its Sovereign - of itself

The Soul should stand in Awe -

 

709

Publication - is the Auction

Of the Mind of Man -

Poverty - be justifying

For so foul a thing

 

Possibly - but We - would rather

From Our Garret go

White - Unto the White Creator -

Than invest - Our Snow -

 

Thought belong to Him who gave it -

Then - to Him Who bear

Its Corporeal illustration - Sell

The Royal Air -

 

In the Parcel - Be the Merchant

Of the Heavenly Grace -

But reduce no Human Spirit

To Disgrace of Price –

 

750

 Growth of Man - like Growth of Nature -

Gravitates within -

Atmosphere, and Sun endorse it -

Bit it stir - alone -

 

Each - its difficult Ideal

Must achieve - Itself -

Through the solitary prowess

Of a Silent Life -

 

Effort - is the sole condition -

Patience of Itself -

Patience of opposing forces -

And intact Belief -

 

Looking on - is the Department

Of its Audience -

But Transaction - is assisted

By no Countenance -

 

751

My Worthiness is all my Doubt -

His Merit - all my fear -

Contrasting which, my quality

Do lowlier - appear -

 

Lest I should insufficient prove

For His beloved Need -

The Chiefest Apprehension

Upon my thronging Mind -

 

'Tis true - that Deity to stoop

Inherently incline -

For nothing higher than Itself

Itself can rest upon -

 

So I - the undivine abode

Of His Elect Content -

Conform my Soul - as 'twere a Church,

Unto Her Sacrament -

 

752

So the Eyes accost - and sunder

In an Audience -

Stamped - occasionally - forever -

So may Countenance

 

Entertain - without addressing

Countenance of One

In a Neighboring Horizon -

Gone - as soon as known -

 

779

The Service without Hope -

Is tenderest, I think -

Because 'tis unsustained

By stint - Rewarded Work -

 

Has impetus of Gain -

And impetus of Goal -

There is no Diligence like that

That knows not an Until -

 

781

To wait an Hour - is long -

If Love be just beyond -

To wait Eternity - is short -

If Love reward the end -

 

794

A Drop Fell on the Apple Tree -

Another - on the Roof -

A Half a Dozen kissed the Eaves -

And made the Gables laugh -

 

A few went out to help the Brook

That went to help the Sea -

Myself Conjectured were they Pearls -

What Necklace could be -

 

The Dust replaced, in Hoisted Roads -

The Birds jocoser sung -

The Sunshine threw his Hat away -

The Bushes - spangles flung -

 

The Breezes brought dejected Lutes -

And bathed them in the Glee -

Then Orient showed a single Flag,

And signed the Fete away -

  

795

Her final Summer was it -

And yet We guessed it not -

If tenderer industriousness

Pervaded Her, We thought

 

A further force of life

Developed from within -

When Death lit all the shortness up

It made the hurry plain -

 

We wondered at our blindness

When nothing was to see

But Her Carrara Guide post -

At Our Stupidity -

 

When duller than our dullness

The Busy Darling lay -

So busy was she - finishing -

So leisurely - were We -

 

799

Despair's advantage is achieved

By suffering - Despair -

To be assisted of Reverse

One must Reverse have bore -

 

The Worthiness of Suffering like

The Worthiness of Death

Is ascertained by tasting -

 

As can no other Mouth

 

Of Savors - make us conscious -

As did ourselves partake -

Affliction feels impalpable

Until Ourselves are struck -

 

1725

I took one Draught of Life -

I'll tell you what I paid -

Precisely an existence -

The market price, they said.

 

They weighed me, Dust by Dust -

They balanced Film with Film,

Then handed me my Being's worth -

A single Dram of Heaven!

 

1739

Some say goodnight - at night -

I say goodnight by day -

Good-bye - the Going utter me -

Goodnight, I still reply -

 

For parting, that is night,

And presence, simply dawn -

Itself, the purple on the height

Denominated morn.

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7

The feet of people walking home

With gayer sandals go—

The Crocus— till she rises

The Vassal of the snow—

The lips at Hallelujah

Long years of practise bore

Till bye and bye these Bargemen

Walked singing on the shore.

 

Pearls are the Diver's farthings

Extorted from the Sea—

Pinions— the Seraph's wagon

Pedestrian once— as we—

Night is the morning's Canvas

Larceny— legacy—

Death, but our rapt attention

To Immortality.

 

My figures fail to tell me

How far the Village lies—

Whose peasants are the Angels—

Whose Cantons dot the skies—

My Classics veil their faces—

My faith that Dark adores—

Which from its solemn abbeys

Such resurrection pours.

254

“Hope” is the thing with feathers -

That perches in the soul -

And sings the tune without the words -

And never stops - at all -

 

And sweetest - in the Gale - is heard -

And sore must be the storm -

That could abash the little Bird -

That kept so many warm -

 

I've heard it in the chillest land -

And on the strangest Sea -

Yet, never, in Extremity,

It asked a crumb - of Me.

 

271

A solemn thing—it was—I said—

A Woman—white—to be—

And wear—if God should count me fit—

Her blameless mystery—

 

A hallowed thing—to drop a life

Into the mystic well—

Too plummetless—that it come back—

Eternity—until—

 

I pondered how the bliss would look—

And would it feel as big—

When I could take it in my hand—

As hovering—seen—through fog—

 

And then—the size of this "small" life—

The Sages—call it small—

Swelled—like Horizons—in my breast—

And I sneered—softly—"small"!

 

279

Tie the Strings to my Life, My Lord,

Then, I am ready to go!

Just a look at the Horses -

Rapid! That will do!

 

Put me in on the firmest side -

So I shall never fall -

For we must ride to the Judgment -

And it's partly, down Hill -

 

But never I mind the steepest -

And never I mind the Sea -

Held fast in Everlasting Race -

By my own Choice, and Thee -

 

Goodbye to the Life I used to live -

And the World I used to know -

And kiss the Hills, for me, just once -

Then - I am ready to go!

 

315

He fumbles at your Soul

As Players at the Keys -

Before they drop full Music on -

He stuns you by degrees -

 

Prepares your brittle substance

For the etherial Blow

By fainter Hammers - further heard -

Then nearer - then so - slow -

 

Your Breath - has chance to straighten -

Your Brain - to bubble Cool -

Deals One – imperial Thunderbolt -

That peels your naked Soul -

 

When Winds holds Forests in their Paws -

The Firmaments - are still –

 

321

Of all the Sounds despatched abroad-

There's not a Charge to me

Like that old measure in the Boughs

That Phraseless Melody-

The Wind does- working like a Hand -

Whose fingers brush the sky-

Then quiver down, with Tufts of Tune-

Permitted Men-and Me-

lnheritance it is -to Us

Beyond the Art to Earn-

Beyond the trait to take away-

By Robber - Since the Gain

Is gotten not of fingers,

And inner than the Bone-

Hid golden- for the whole of days-

And even in the Urn-

I cannot vouch the merry Dust

Do not arise and play-

In some odd fashion of it's own-

Some quainter Holiday.

 

When Winds go round and round, in Bands-

And thrum upon the Door-

And Birds take places- Overhead -

To bear them Orchestra-

 

I crave him Grace- of Summer Boughs-

lf such an Outcast be-

Who never heard that fleshless Chant

Rise solemn, in the Tree-

As if some Caravan of Sound-

On Deserts, in the Sky-

Had broken Rank-

Then knit -and passed -

In Seamless Company-

 

327

Before I got my eye put out -

I liked as well to see

As other creatures, that have eyes -

And know no other way -

 

But were it told to me - Today -

That I might have the Sky

For mine - I tell you that my Heart

Would split, for size of me -

 

The Meadows - mine -

The Mountains- mine -

All Forests - Stintless Stars -

As much of Noon as I could take

Between my finite eyes -

 

The Motions of the Dipping Birds -

The Morning's Amber Road -

For mine - to look at when I liked -

The News would strike me dead -

 

So safer - guess - with just my soul

Upon the window pane

Where other creatures put their eyes -

Incautious - of the Sun –

 

341

After great pain, a formal feeling comes -

The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs -

The stiff Heart questions was it He, that bore,

And Yesterday, or Centuries before?

 

The Feet, mechanical, go round -

Of Ground, or Air, or Ought -

A Wooden way

Regardless grown,

A Quartz contentment, like a stone -

 

This is the Hour of Lead -

Remembered, if outlived,

As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow -

First - Chill - then Stupor - then the letting go -

 

352

Perhaps I asked too large -

I take - no less than skies -

For Earths, grow thick as

Berries, in my native town -

 

My Basked holds - just - Firmaments --

Those - dangle easy - on my arm,

But smaller bundles - Cram.

 

353

A happy lip — breaks sudden —

It doesn't state you how

It contemplated — smiling —

Just consummated — now —

But this one, wears its merriment

So patient — like a pain —

Fresh gilded — to elude the eyes

Unqualified, to scan —

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511

If you were coming in the Fall,

I'd brush the Summer by

With half a smile, and half a spurn,

As Housewives do,  a Fly.

 

If I could see you in a year,

I'd wind the months in balls -

And put them each in separate Drawers,

For fear the numbers fuse -

 

If only Centuries, delayed,

I'd count them on my Hand,

Subtracting, till my fingers dropped

Into Van Dieman's Land.

 

If certain, when this life was out -

That yours and mine, should be -

I'd toss it yonder, like a Rind,

And take Eternity -

 

But, now, uncertain of the length

Of this, that is between,

It goads me, like the Goblin Bee -

That will not state - its sting.

 

561

I measure every Grief I meet

With narrow, probing, Eyes -

I wonder if It weighs like Mine -

Or has an Easier size.

 

I wonder if They bore it long -

Or did it just begin -

I could not tell the Date of Mine -

It feels so old a pain -

 

I wonder if it hurts to live -

And if They have to try -

And whether - could They choose between -

It would not be - to die -

 

I note that Some - gone patient long -

At length, renew their smile -

An imitation of a Light

That has so little Oil -

 

I wonder if when Years have piled -

Some Thousands - on the Harm -

That hurt them early - such a lapse

Could give them any Balm -

 

Or would they go on aching still

Through Centuries of Nerve -

Enlightened to a larger Pain -

In Contrast with the Love -

 

The Grieved - are many - I am told -

There is the various Cause -

Death - is but one - and comes but once -

And only nails the eyes -

 

There's Grief of Want - and Grief of Cold -

A sort they call "Despair" -

There's Banishment from native Eyes -

In sight of Native Air -

 

And though I may not guess the kind -

Correctly - yet to me

A piercing Comfort it affords

In passing Calvary -

 

To note the fashions - of the Cross -

And how they're mostly worn -

Still fascinated to presume

That Some - are like My Own -

 

579

I had been hungry, all the Years -

My Noon had Come - to dine -

I trembling drew the Table near -

And touched the Curious Wine -

 

'Twas this on Tables I had seen -

When turning, hungry, Home

I looked in Windows, for the Wealth

I could not hope - for Mine -

 

I did not know the ample Bread -

'Twas so unlike the Crumb

The Birds and I, had often shared

In Nature's - Dining Room -

 

The Plenty hurt me - 'twas so new -

Myself felt ill - and odd -

As Berry - of a Mountain Bush -

Transplanted - to a Road -

 

Nor was I hungry - so I found

That Hunger - was a way

Of Persons outside Windows -

The Entering - takes away -

 

580

I gave myself to Him -

And took Himself, for Pay,

The solemn contract of a Life

Was ratified, this way -

 

The Wealth might disappoint -

Myself a poorer prove

Than this great Purchaser suspect,

The Daily Own - of Love

 

Depreciate the Vision -

But till the Merchant buy -

Still Fable - in the Isles of Spice -

The subtle Cargoes - lie -

 

At least - 'tis Mutual - Risk -

Some - found it - Mutual Gain -

Sweet Debt of Life - Each Night to owe -

Insolvent - every Noon –

 

609

I - Years had been - from Home -

And now - before the Door -

I dared not enter - lest a face

I never saw before

 

Stare vacant into mine -

And ask my Business there -

My Business - just a Life I left -

Was such – still dwelling  there?

 

I fumbled at my nerve –

I scanned the Windows o’er -

The Silence - like an Ocean rolled -

And broke against my Ear -

 

I laughed a Wooden Laugh

That I - could fear a Door -

Who Danger – and the Dead – had faced -

And never shook - before.

 

I fitted to the Latch - my Hand

With trembling care -

Lest back the Awful Door should spring -

And leave me - in the Floor --

 

Then moved my fingers off, as cautiously as Glass -

And held my Ears - and like a Thief

Stole - gasping - from the House.

 

610

You'll find - it when you try to die -

The Easier to let go -

For recollecting such as went -

You could not spare - you know.

 

And though their places somewhat filled -

As did their Marble names

With Moss - they never grew so full -

You chose the newer names -

 

And when this World - sets further back -

As Dying - say it does -

The former love - distincter grows -

And supersedes the fresh -

 

And Thought of them - so fair invites -

It looks too tawdry Grace

To stay behind - with just the Toys

We bought - to ease their place -

 

613

They shut me up in Prose -

As when a little Girl

They put me in the Closet -

Because they liked me "still" -

 

Still! Could themself have peeped -

And seen my Brain - go round -

They might as wise have lodged a Bird

For Treason - in the Pound –

 

Himself has but to will

And easy as a Star

Abolish his Captivity -

And laugh - No more have I -

 

669

No Romance sold unto

Could so enthrall a Man -

As the perusal of

His Individual One -

'Tis Fiction's – to dilute plausibility

Our – Novel - When 'tis small eno’

To Credit - 'Tisn’t true -